Thursday, December 2, 2010

Unweaving the Uncanny

BROO!!

Recently my friend Steve Streisguth and I were watching (though I hate to give this movie oxygen) 'Paranormal Activity', and having a conversation about the paranormal. It made me realize how glad I am to not believe, even in the slightest bit, the supernatural. Steve was shocked when he found that I am rigidly anti-superstitious. I guess I owe it, in a large way, to my recently reading of 'Unweaving the Rainbow' by Richard Dawkins. The central argument of the book is that it only enhances the beauty of a concept to fully understand it. A lot of people think a world without fantasy, angels, miracles and holy intervention in our affairs is bleak and depressing. The message in the book is that not only do literally amazing things happen frequently in a rational reality, but that they are more amazing than anything dreamed up by the superstitious. Even more, there are no boogiemen, demons, monsters, or anything else truly evil. A universe where possession by spirits is possible is, to me, the definition of both bleak and depressing.

But this is an illustration of the chapter 'Unweaving the Uncanny' from the book. It's about deciphering improbability, or just unweaving the uncanny. Most of the following ideas are being paraphrased from the book:

We, like all other animals are at the very least amateur statisticians. Statistics are a big factor in the intuition that helps every animal survive by its ability to weigh risks and rewards. Naturally, humans inherit this trait, and use it frequently. But something that is sort of unique to humans is self-worth, esteem and image, or in short – ‘ego’. Ego permeates our judgment, and in time this once laudable phenotypic quality, becomes a tangible rift, which evolves further into a serious obstruction of judgment. The obstruction I'm talking about is superstition. Superstition is allowed to jeopardize real facts, because of its status as a ‘belief’. This is where the Dawkins’ ability to 'unweave the uncanny' comes into importance.

We have a lot to gain from the ability to keep a reserved approach to thinking through seemingly significant occurrences - when practiced, this procedure will help dissolve our belief in our own unconditional significance, and also benefit our minds through gaining a true understanding of what is happening beneath in a situation veiled by circumstance and improbability. I don't mean to say that all people are always insignificant. But I do mean to say that when someone believes everything 'happens for a reason' it can become harmful, influencing you to alter the way you live and the way that you invest in your own life. When beliefs have a significant tangible effect on our reality, they deserve to be analyzed - and just look how tangible superstition has become.

My quarrel with superstition is that it causes a lack of investment in our only reality. Science is our only way of understanding our reality. To make an effort to understand reality is to invest in it. Superstition is a lack of investment, and the superstitious believe that science offers no real ultimate answers – that it in itself is a matter of faith. But science is not about trust; it’s a guarantee. And it’s the only one we have. For whatever reason, it’s not very commonly known that science does offer answers to questions like ‘does everything happen for a reason’ and ‘why do we exist’. They are not mathematically sound answers, but rather the implication of theories that have been accepted as fact. And these theories are nothing new. They have been out there, the first of which since 1859, just waiting to be learned. So my point is not that ‘investing in your life’ means choosing science or superstition, it just means taking advantage of the tools that will give a safe grip on reality, so as not to misunderstand the value of this life.


Let me cut to the chase and write off any testament which calls into question physics, i.e. a ghost, a statue bleeding from the eyes or 70,000 people witnessing the sun moving around in the sky, or something else absolutely insane. Though massive amounts of people witnessing a supernatural event sounds as compelling as it gets, the tactics up ahead should sort it out for you, so that I don’t have to spell it out multiple times. For now we’ll focus on minor supernatural events i.e. an eerie presence, a cool room, an uncanny coincidence interpreted as a message from above. These kinds of things I do believe are sometimes actually perceived, and they are important to discuss because they are, I think, usually not lies or frauds. In fact, they are the closest anyone has ever come to a real supernatural occurrence. And yet, think about how commonplace something like this is. Have you ever met anyone who has never had something seemingly unexplainable happen to them? Chances are everyone you know has occupied a role within the any of the many populations subject to coincidence, just because of the sheer volume of possible oddities that will occur in our universe. Focusing on a bigger picture, there are a lot of other factors to consider that contribute to an individual phenomenon. We could lump them under these main points:

  • Everything has an explanation, even if at the time, explanation seems unfathomable.
  • Establishing whether or not something supernatural has really occurred or not should be, ideally, an objective balance of probabilities. (The probability that it has happened for a reason vs. the probability that it has just happened anyway)
  • There is no testament that can be made that is capable of debunking our laws of physics, this is because a testament is a witnessing of a single occurrence, and a scientific law is scrutinized and tested relentlessly.

To apply these criteria to an example- Steve told me a story about a girl he knows, whom works at Eastern State Penitentiary. He mentioned that late at night, she had seen areas of the penitentiary lit up where she knew that there was no electricity. Creepy, right? But stop and realize that in every instance that left you awe-struck with improbability, you've probably been able to decode in later years, when the shock wore away and you put some critical thinking behind it. This happens to me all the time. Don't let your gullibility get the best of you and dissolve the superstition with skepticism. After all, it is most likely not the fault of your friend. If a trustworthy friend tells you sincerely that they saw something supernatural, it doesn't mean they are lying through their teeth, or that they are dumb. It just means they really believe in what they told you. And in their defense, they may have really perceived it, but that doesn't mean it really happened. The thing about testimonies is that perception is just not a totally accountable reference. The brain is known to literally warp audio and visual signals into recognizable shapes. The science of perception entails that what you sense is a lot less of pure reality than it is a diluted mixture of reality and association. Hundreds of leaves falling off of a tree seen from many feet away should in reality just look like green shapes moving around - but your brain fills in the blanks, and you are left with a sensation mostly fabricated with the familiar association of something you've seen many times before. This is why eyewitness testimony is the weakest form of evidence in a court of law.

In balancing probabilities it is easy to see that it is much more probable that some one who you love and trust has recently gone insane and/or is making up stories for attention, than it is that he or she has seen ghosts in the doorway at night, or that Jesus has presented his own face to him or her in the form of pea mush on his or her dinner plate. All that is required to establish an event’s insignificance is that you work out the mathematical probability. Probability equations are really hard, so I don't expect anyone to do them precisely, but if something odd happens, it takes just a few seconds to make some educated guesses and come up with a vague approximation.

Getting away from math I want to say something about the implication of probability, or actually just implications in general. Some things have huge implications that we fail to realize. During the book Dawkins coins the acronym PETWHAC for Population of Events That Would Have Appeared Coincidental. What it means is the group of individuals who are amongst the population of those affected by a coincidental event. Intuition tells us that we should not be able to be included in the PETWHAC, but for no apparent reason. We habitually have troubles understanding how something unlikely could happen to us. What I’m trying to make a point of is that in most instances there is no reason to believe that you should be excluded from the PETWHAC, yet your belief persists. The implication of probability means that if you are eligible to be included in the PETWHAC - then should you become included in the PETWHAC, the insignificance of the event is not debatable.

The important thing is not how low the probability is, it's just that it has a probability. In fact, the fact that an event has any probability is actually the only matter of significance. When I said that, "The probability that it has happened for a reason vs. the probability that it has just happened anyway" what I mean by 'just happened anyway' is that it can happen in a world totally lacking any sort of divine intervention. Mathematics strictly exclude the supernatural. That's the power of implication that people overlook. When discussing existence, people overlook the idea that it has a probability, and what that means altogether, and only fixate themselves on the improbability. The big bang had an infinitesimal p value. But who are we to say that the amount of time and chances necessary where not given, so that the event could come into fruition? Even stranger - the concept of the ‘Multiverse’ might shed some light on the possibility of an infinite regress of singularities, each one establishing, despite unfathomable odds and due to amounts of time so large our words are not fit to describe them, the laws that would render the next singularity possible - each regressing singularity having an exponentially more infinitesimal p value in comparison to the proceeding singularities. Yet, here we are, in spite of those amazing odds. Probability implies that anything with a non-zero probability (mostly, literally everything) will happen given the necessary amount of time. The implications of this are huge because it basically says that when something with a non-zero probability happens, if you cannot establish scientifically that some portion of the PETWHAC should have been excluded from the PETWHAC (which is mostly impossible), its insignificance is a fact, not a matter of belief. The math behind it implies that in a natural universe, this event will still happen, and there is absolutely nothing supernatural about it.


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I did a ton of conceptual brainstorming for this one. It took a long time to tie everything together. But afterwards, making the image was pretty easy. I actually did most of work in Illustrator - making the pattern of cubes and then placing the different dice faces (dice face? dice's faces?) onto squares in a semi-random gradient. In the painting, I just painted the 6 different tones in a gradient that I would use to impose the colors with the clone stamp onto their respective numbers. Below are screen shots of the process. The first cell was the color sketch, 2nd was that painting by itself. The last is near completion. Figuring out how to do it technically was really tough. Click the image of the finish so that you can get a grasp on what you're actually looking at.


Thursday, November 11, 2010

Medicare!

Here's an illustration I did for The Capitol about Medicare and the New York State budget.

When I was contacted by them the art director already had the concept/composition mapped out, so it was just a matter of putting it to paper. Here are some shots of the rough sketch I sent over, followed by some screen shots of the finished digital sketch in progress, the finished painting, the post-painting digital phase in progress, and then finally the finished image which went to print.



Sunday, September 5, 2010

Coyote

Finished the artwork for the my friends in Bravo Utah! Their EP entitled 'Coyote' is now free to download on the internet. Or you could buy it once it's pressed.

I don't usually work in a way where I pick from a selection of verbal ideas already expressed by the artist (in this case- the band name, song titles, and lyrics). If you illustrate an idea of an idea, the original concept becomes lost in translation. I find it better to leave the verbal idea palette open to interpretation. Pick some verbal ideas of your own, and illustrate objects from those ideas. I know this doesn't apply to a lot of artists, but when I work, I use words as much as images, because words are illustrations. So I choose objects from ideas, not ideas from objects.


But where I ended up was an image pretty involved in the concepts already created by the band. Sometimes your associations are just too heavily influenced to escape easily. But if you work hard enough at it you can break out of that association and come up with an image that puts a new spin on an old idea. 'The Singularity' is my favorite track on the album, and the black shape that is swallowing the coyote is a representation of a singularity.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Delusion

Just finished an illustration. It's on the subject of 'delusion'.

It will also be used for the cover of a little recording i'm working on for myself. Just a little project i'm working on with a friend, where I am responsible for all instrumentation (writing and recording) and he is responsible for all the vocals (*). But anyway...

I was inspired to illustrate this topic after reading Richard Dawkin's 'The God Delusion'. I'd tell you what it's about, but the book's title speaks for itself. Parts of the book are focused on delusion in a more vague sense, but overall, about the delusion of God, and why it is dangerous. This image is not, however, about 'The God Delusion'. Only about 'delusion' in general.

Here's the finished image:


But it took a lot of changes to get here. Here's the painting that went to the scanner, with the original drawing. I did SO much drawing and clone stamping after this point. Who says you can't polish a turd?


So from this point I worked digitally to fill in the ribbon section on the bottom amongst other things and I arrived at this:


I wasn't satisfied so I incorporated an old drawing with a flatter perspective of the volutes (which are those swirly things that they put on Ionic and Corinthian columns) to fix the balance problems the older volutes. Here's the older drawing I mentioned:


And the final drawing here:

Monday, May 10, 2010

Distracted

Here's my latest illustration for an article on our nation's attention span, titled "A Nation Distracted". Which I found myself really relating to.



The article is about what we risk by being so tapped-in to our world of unlimited information. Today everything is an arms length away, and because of this we've become desensitized to everything of real importance. The sensory overload that is technology has in many ways made us lose our sense of value. It's a simple concept that I think people really need to be reminded of. I could go on for hours about this stuff but I'll just say this - Be weary of what convenience is doing to your patience, ambition, character, etc.. Technology is a great thing but like everything else, it requires compromise to be balanced out by it's opposite.

In other words, put down your iPhones for a second, dorks. Especially when you're amongst other people. It's rude as hell. [Nate, this is not about (just) you. Hehe!]


Sketch above.
Painting below.


Currently i'm battling distraction more than ever. As a post-graduate I'm finding it extremely difficult to motivate myself without any outside help.

Monday, February 1, 2010

I Used To Think 'Altzheimers' Was Really Called 'Old Timers'

Hey,

Here's my new image. It's on the subject of finding a cure for Alzheimer's.


Just because it's fun to scan thumbnails, I stuck them in there. Don't read too far into the images you see in my thumbnails.

finished sketch

Finished painting. Ew! Colors are horrendous partially because of a bogus scan and the fact that this file of the painting has been tampered with. Parts are really desaturated. Also the dimensions are different. The finish is supposed to be a square, but I ended up completing the image with the proportions seen on the painting, so that I could put it on a postcard.

Here's the digital finish. Did a lot of tampering with colors. Took out a lot more of the pencil work than usual. I think it looks a lot less messy.

Thanks for checking up.